An achy heart

My heart has a mouth- a blog designed to be a window into my life. Yet, with all the excitements, awards and honors, trips, insights and life stages, there are the sorrows. I haven't been able to collect my thoughts to write a post about my grandfathers. One of them I lost back in February; the other is living his last moments.

I only have two home movies from when I was a child- my first birthday, and a trip to Disney world around 1990. I paused it at a certain scene, my grandfather holding me, looking up at me with such admiration. He loved being a father and a grandfather. I loved listening to his stories, and this moment is one I'll keep dear to my heart.